I haven't actively been on this site for a long time, and I guess a lot has changed since I wrote my last entry. Well tbh, not much. I just don't make as many cakes.

Still moving around a bit. Currently on a mattress with my sister and I guess it could be better but there's actual food here and my mum knows how to cook things correctly and practical things.
Anyway, school is a bit weird. I feel like we're on shaky footing with my friends (not all of them, they're lovely) but I think this year has just been a bit difficult? It's mainly in my head but then I act upon what I think is happening and things don't work out entirely well. That first bit was fixed anyway, but now there's been a thing where idk.
I thought I was known better, I picked these few people to stay with me until the bitter end and I was sure I was known better. I was obviously wrong and it just means that I'm going to have a bit of awkward time. I have maybe 4 or 5 people I will always go back to, but half are never in my building and the other half now, I fear, dislike me and the one other person I feel as equally comfortable with most likely won't be around me anyway so I' back to square one?

Also seeing a mentor now after shrieking manically at my head of year. idk how else to explain it, because it wasn't as weak as a 'scream', it was loud and long like a 'wail' or a 'yell' but it was a lot more high pitched and hostile. Idk she was pursuing me up a stairwell after I started to cry so I screamed at her and it frightened her and another teacher so she stopped in her tracks and idk she came up to me 10 minutes later took me out of form and now I have a mentor.

I have her number and a lot of stuff has been explained to me linking back to mainly my mother and how she treats all of us. I believe it since it makes sense but my mum is quick to disregard it. My mentor thinks my brother has something on the spectrum of autism or ADHD which matches him perfectly, because both he and I are apparently very bright for people our age and the people around us "don't get us" and something like there is no "intellectual equivalent" idk.

I don't know why Im putting all this here. Aha idk. Well, I've been away for a while and I may be on and off too since I don't really scan any drawings in, SO I'll upload my most recent Obitsu shots.